Mark left yesterday and just like that a new season begins. I'm thankful for the time we had together. He got to be with Dagny most of the first 5 months! He is a really good daddy and a really sweett husband. It was a sad goodbye. My heart breaks that I don't get to have him at my side at the end of the day every day. My heart breaks even more for how much he will miss Dagny. As sad and sick as I was yesterday, it is pretty hard to cry when your baby is smiling at you. It is really easy to cry when she starts crying.
Two things you need to survive the first night he's away. Because I think it's the hardest night. It feels like the first of an eternity of lonely nights.
Oreos and wine for dinner. I had a lot more than two Oreos. And a sweet smiley baby that has no perception of time.
I know Dags and I will be okay.
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